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fall is coming!

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I love this time of year! Something about the autumn season stirs up nostalgia. I think of it as a romantic season. A lot of cuddles in the cool weather, football games, hot cocoa and family. Yes, family. Holidays bring together family and I love that most.

This year is extra special for us. We have our entire crew together under one roof. You just can't imagine how happy that makes me. They have adjusted incredibly well. I will admit I had some doubts and concerns. All of that went away quickly when the judge agreed this is where they should be.

School has started and already their grades have improved tremendously. You can definitely see a difference in their moods and attitudes. They are genuinely happy. They seem to be falling into their niche and have found their places in our home. While I know this isn't over yet, I truly believe this is just the way things are supposed to be.

I'm really excited about the holidays this year! We've never had Trevor and Savanna for Thanksgiving so this will be their first year spending it at home. Momma gets to cook a BIG meal this year! I can't wait! :)

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