It makes me very sad when I realize that people I ’ ve known for years really have no idea WHO I am. It changes their view of me. So then I can ’ t help think-why? After all the time you ’ ve been a part of my life, how do you NOT know? Ignorance? Rose colored glasses maybe? Or just too wrapped up in your own world? So here is the skinny about me. I am VERY outspoken. I was not when I was a child and I believe that is why I am now. Believe it or not, I used to be extremely shy. I was also too scared to speak. I have a very crude sense of humor. Sometimes, I have a perverted mind. Okay, most times. Don ’ t judge me. There are times I just don ’ t care about your problems. I have my own. I don ’ t always want to be your shoulder to cry on. I keep a lot of my emotions bottled up inside. I prefer it that way. I have a mean streak at times. These are the ugly parts of me. Most people won ’ t admit they probably feel the same way too. I can ’ t be a freakin ’ ray of